Life in perspective

Sorry it's been so long since I last did an entry, alot has been happening in my life, most of it very confusing and messed up. Without going into it, I've not known where I am, what I want or who I want in my life. But then a couple of things have happened in the last week...

I found out a close friend has just last their beloved Mother, I found out that an old friend was involved in the coach crash in South Africa, last month, and was lucky to escape although with some horrific injuries but with a positive mind to get home as soon as possible, through pain unable to walk and still not knowing her future, and lastly I found this wonderful blog which helped (along with the other 2 events) put my life into perspective.

I have a wonderful, healthy family, friends who I have sifted through to find the most beautiful, caring, giving girls you could wish for, a good life which I shouldn't push to one side with the hope of the grass being greener on the other side, I'm sure it may be a little different but dig deeper and it may be full of nettles, it may be amazing but why give up my known loved patch to run that risk?